Internal Conflict

truthfully... i am always thinking and arguing to myself in my head. Sometimes things get so bad that i cant focus on anything till something is done. most recently i got in a fight with the old "BFF", i probably said something to his girlfriend that i shouldn't have but somebody needed to put her in her place. in lack of better words she was being a... witch. So the whole night ended up with me just taking off because stuff was said and the girl that he has been dating now became more important than the friend that he has had for 14 year. moving on over the next few days i fought with myself about everything, what i said, what still needed to be said and what i was going to do next. in the end things did turn out OK. have yo ever wished that your inner voice sounded like Jiminy cricket. that would be pretty awesome don't you think? then i could always wish upon a star... because it makes no difference who i are.

The Ideal Lady Friend

down in my Frankenstein layer, i began to make the perfect women for me... all while hoping that it would turn out better that that Frankenstein fella that i made who can barley talk. first off she would have to be intelligent. i would be important that she understands the world around her and has the knowledge to make a decision on her own. She would have to be interested in in some (not all) of the things that i like. i would be nice if she took an interest in racing and other sports. i would like her to have a nitch a cooking... sorry i have to eat and if i can make whoever i want, i want to eat well. moving on to more physical details, she would be a blond probably, just a shay shorter than me. Her eye color has to be green. over all i am just looking for to make somebody that is just a good person to hang out with that will make me laugh. PS... if she was Taylor swift i would have no problem dating that!!! In the world of some Disney character... she if practical perfect in every why.