Friday, April 25, 2008

Internal Conflict


truthfully... i am always thinking and arguing to myself in my head. Sometimes things get so bad that i cant focus on anything till something is done. most recently i got in a fight with the old "BFF", i probably said something to his girlfriend that i shouldn't have but somebody needed to put her in her place. in lack of better words she was being a... witch. So the whole night ended up with me just taking off because stuff was said and the girl that he has been dating now became more important than the friend that he has had for 14 year. moving on over the next few days i fought with myself about everything, what i said, what still needed to be said and what i was going to do next. in the end things did turn out OK. have yo ever wished that your inner voice sounded like Jiminy cricket. that would be pretty awesome don't you think? then i could always wish upon a star... because it makes no difference who i are.

3 comments:

~christina~ said...

ive been thru this so many times i dont think i could count.. high school is jus hard with dealing with friends and relationships that sometimes some things are jus better outside of here

Sydney Rubenacker said...

girls are "witches" all the time and most of the time they need to be put in their place.
your "bff" will get over it, hes probably just mad because he needs to grow some and cant tell her himself.

Megan said...

i heard about this . but next time .. just don't worry about everyone else .